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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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4:46 pm
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yeah
i'm pretty sure this journal is over with
myspace
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| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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8:24 pm - good lord
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friggin a. i just had this entry typed and it erased
marjorine 07: i hate it when that happens
marjorine 07: >:o
anyway, i'll try to remember what i was saying.
this summer should not be over yet. i'm not ready for it to be done.
but i guess i'll have to deal with that
the summer was weird. but fun. but weird.
i liked it
but i want more.
some of my favortite things..
playing basketball a lot
we did well
it was fun, like team camp
and i know we will have a good season
having marge over here alot
speaking in accents
wearing wigs
video-ing all that
homework gatherings, yeah i actually had fun
only because we drank pinas every time
sometimes had chocolate
i loved LDs sleepovers
we had good talks
slept under the stars
or in the basement
and got thrown in the pool once
i liked the fact that i was really strong when it was so hard to be
i feel so good about myself now
and maybe certain people think that i am a devastated, heartbroken, pathetic person.
eff you. think again.
but anyway, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks..
because now, i'm able to laugh off everything that has happened.
school. ugh. musical. yes! i'm so looking forward to that.
homecoming. i better be asked. i'd be psyched, yo.
so ask me fools. hah.
whatever i need to finish my hw.
the little bit that i have left..
BIG day tomorrow.
not.
Peace.
current mood:  sardonic
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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5:27 pm
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You got a smile so bright
You know you could have been a candle
I'm holding you so tight
You know you could have been a handle
The way you swept me off my feet
You know you could have been a broom.
hahah. love it.
Fiddler tonight. PSYCHED. :-)
Good Lord. Its an isoceles.
:-O
current mood:  crazy
current music: the temptations, bitches.
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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10:48 pm
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My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
current mood:  full
current music: ^ that
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(2 Do) | Love me)
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| Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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3:26 pm - :-)
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| Monday, August 15th, 2005
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12:29 am - I DON'T WANNA GO TO BED... ever.
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100 THINGS....:
1* First grade teacher's name: Ms Hamilton
2* Last word you said: "okay"
3* Last song you sang: Someone like you - Rod Stewart
4* Last person you hugged: Hm. Gosh. Kae?
5* Last thing you laughed at: Hmm probably some singing
6* Last time you said I dont remember: don't know.
7* Last time you cried: a few days ago
*PRESENT*
9* What color socks are you wearing: invisible. no socks.
10* What's under your bed: a floor thats all
11* What time did you wake up today: too early, like 830
12* Current taste: hmm. kind of popcorn
13* Current hair: just like it always is
15* Current annoyance: not a thing, it feels good
16* Current longing: company, yuck i hate being alone.
17* Current desktop background: its pointe shoes, with the word "DANCE"
18* Current worry: not really sure
19* Current hate: that summer is dwindling
20* Current favorite article of clothing: my jean skirt still
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes, smile, and laugh
22* Last CD that you listened to: Norah
23* Favorite place to be: with friends, or at the ocean, or in New York, or in my bed
24* Least favorite place: anywhere alone
25* Time you wake up: 10
26* If you could play an instrument: if i could? i wish i could play the guitar.
27* Favorite color(s): i like yellow pink and red
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: Heaven, yeah
29* How tall are you: 5'9
30* Current favorite word/saying: oh i don't know, maybe "hiiiiiii" :-p
31* Favorite book: ohh lord you are making me choose.. i'm a sucker for HP, but it would have to be - ella enchanted
32* Favorite season: summahtime
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: hm. george harrison.
*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for college: i don't know yet
36* What is your career going to be like: hopefully successful and enjoyable. very enjoyable.
37* How many kids do you want: a few
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yeah
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, ect.: nooo ha
41* Been to New York: yes
42* Been to Florida: yes
43* Been to California: no
44* Been to Hawaii: no
45* Been to Mexico: Mexico Maine? yeah. :-p
46* Been to China: No
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yeah i have. that was creepy. holy.
*RANDOM*
52* Do you have a crush on someone: when do i not have a crush
53* What book are you reading now? catcher in the rye. ugh
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: its.. too.. bright.
56* How many rings before you answer: 2
57* Future daughter's name: maybe anna. i also like stevie for a girl, weird i know.
58* Future son's name: i don't know, i don't really want boys
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
60* If you could have any job you wanted: novelist
61*Who do you wish were there: anyone that i would have fun with duh
62* College plans: I plan to go
63* Piercings: Ears
*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: No
65* Do you drink: no
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: um garnier-something
68* What are you most scared of: um. rejection, from anything.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: depends. no not DEPENDS sickos. like.. it depends what i feel like. gosh. hah.
70* Who is the last person that called you: marge
71* Where do you want to get married: in a really old, pretty church
72* If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: nothing
73* Who do you really hate: i don't hate anyone, there are a handful i strongly dislike.
74* Been In Love: i'm not sure
75* Are you timely or always late: late. always. haha
76* Do you have a job: No i don't
77* Do you like being around people: i love it
78* Best feeling in the world: feeling content and loved
79* Are you for world peace: yes
80* Are you a health freak: well yeah. i don't eat a lot of junk food
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: no, just the kind that i like i guess?!
82* Do you want someone you don't have: yeah
83* Are you lonely right now: a little, but its all good
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: not really
85* Do you want to get married: yeah of course
86* Do you want kids: yes
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87* Cried: no
88* Bought Something: yes
89* Gotten Sick: No
90* Sang: Yeah!
91* Said I Love You: i dont think
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: i suppose..?!
93* Met Someone: not really
94* Moved On: yeah actually
95* Talked To Someone: yes
96* Had A Serious Talk: not real serious
97* Missed Someone: a little
98* Hugged Someone: kae
99* Yelled at Someone: oh probably
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: i don't know
Thats weird because some of the numbers were left out. Hm. oh well.
WEEEEEEEEEEE. :-)
current mood: enthralled
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| Friday, August 12th, 2005
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7:34 pm - woohoo, see if this works.
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| Sunday, August 7th, 2005
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7:51 pm
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And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
Last night was so much fun.
<3 Peace. Love.
current mood: calm
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| Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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3:23 pm - Hellllloooo
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Well I'm in a good mood.
Maybe hanging out with Tony this afternoon?!
Blueberry Festival with Sam and others later! :-)
Saw MUST LOVE DOGS last night
Splendid movie
I thouroughly enjoyed it.
There was this one quote in it, that the old man said
and it made me soo sad. Hah.
And then on the way home the whole car was just about dying with laughter over my Rebecca imitations. No, not Rebecca Leclerc. Mm hmmm.
And then my mom called a guy a whore dog?!
I think she meant horndog.
I love it when she tries to be cool.
:-P
And then we me and Marge were singing away to Dancing in the Moonlight, in our accents of course. And all of a sudden she goes, "Remember when we were all dancing to this at prom?" and I was like "Ohh My God!" because it was something I had totally forgotten about, and I got real sad again.
Anyway, I don't feel like writing anymore.
Peeace. Looove.
current mood:  alright
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| Monday, August 1st, 2005
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6:37 pm - ...
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I would give anything and everything I have to go back to September 6, 2004.
<3
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| Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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12:22 pm
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Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best
day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will
either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If
you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and
you know you can
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11:39 am - eh. this looked kind of fun.
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Name 20 people you know.
1. Laura Howell
2. Marge D.
3. Rachel V.
4. Tony J.
5. Becca L.
6. Cody Mitchell
7. Hannah Burns
8. Lauren D.
9. Sam W.
10. Davis
11. Lacey H.
12. Johnny Gotlib
13. Dylan Driscoll
14. Aubray L.
15. Dane H.
16. Kara Heird
17. Cameron
18. helaina
19. Dana M.
20. Esther
Now answer the questions below. . .
-- Who is 8 going out with?: no one right now
-- What about 10?: was with number8 but no more
-- Is 9 a boy or a girl?: girl
-- Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?: noooo hahahaha.
-- How about 18 and 5?: they are really good friends! but not a couple. hah.
-- Is 6 nice? i think so. hah.
-- What grade is 17 in?: First grade :-p
-- When was the last time you talked to 12? Holy, a while ago online.
-- What is 6's favorite band?: no idea.
-- And 8?: BEACH BOYS.
-- Does ..1 have any siblings?: yeah, ME!
-- Would you ever date 3?: Rachel, no. Sorry :-/
-- Would you ever date 7?: No, my little cousin. :-p
-- What's 15's last name?: Hanson
-- What's 5's middle name?: Lynn
-- What is 1's favorite food?: anything. haha.
-- Would you do something daring with 4?: oh yes, any day.
-- Would you marry 16?: oh boy. no, its not legal. haha.
-- What's 10's fantasy?: math. hahahahahaha. :-D
-- Would 14 and 19 date?: Haha. Aubray, and my cousin Dana who has a son. Nope.
-- What school does 20 go to?: LFHS. soph.
-- And 1: LFHS. freshy.
-- What's 18's favorite song?: No idea.
-- Tell me a random fact about 11: She raps.
-- And 3: She tells me to "come hither"
-- Have you ever had a crush on 16?: Nooo
-- Where does 9 live? in town
-- What does 5 think is the best about you?: hm. the way i dance in the pool?!
-- And 6?: No idea
-- What's 4's favorite color? pink. hah. no, green, i think.
-- Would you make out with 8?: nope, don't feel that way about LD.
-- Are 5 & 6 best friends?: close.. but i dont think so.
-- Does 7 like 20?: don't know each other.
-- Does 8 like 19?: don't know each other.
-- Where is 6 right now?: probably at his mom's house.
-- And 13?: at his dad's house. haha. it sounds like i'm stalking these kids. (i'm not)
-- And 9?: at her house i think
-- And 11?: don't know.
-- How did you meet 15?: um. i started to know him a little when he and rach starting being good friends.
-- What is a good memory with 12?: ohhh all those wonderful "howell" gatherings.
-- Does 10 have any pets?: i think he has cats.. ??
-- Is 13 older than you?: no, about 2 years younger.
-- Is 18 younger then you?: yeah a little
-- How long have you known 6?: since he was born. haha.
-- What is 7's favorite sport?: she is 6. T-ball maybe?
-- Is 2 the nicest person alive?: not nicest. haha. but she is very. : )
-- Would you consider 14 to be one of your best friends?: yeah she is.
-- Would you make-out with 19?: EWWW cousin EWWWW.
haha that was actually really funny. read it.
peace.
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| Friday, July 29th, 2005
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3:08 pm
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LOOK AT MY ICON. LOOK AT IT LOOK AT IT.
AHHH I LOVE IT.
HARRY POTTER, I AM GOING TO MARRY HIM.
<<< THAT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE PARTS IN BOOK 6.
YAY
WOOT
BYE
current mood: crazy
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| Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
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10:16 am - hey yall.
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Ok, i want to know who is in my classes next year. so comment and tell me please :-)
L1-Study Hall w/ Capello
L2-AP US History 1
L3-AP English
L4-Study Hall/Latin
F1-Drama
F2-Essay Workshop
F3-Chemistry
F4-Fine Arts/Painting
One really hard day, one really easy day, haha.
Anyway, thats its for now.
Peace. Love.
current mood: relaxed
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| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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12:04 pm - :o)
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I'm really excited for tomorrow! WATER COUNTRY. woooo. I haven't been in so long!
Its been wicked hot. Holy.
I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday. I like the original better, but this one was ok. Willy Wonka was really weird, Charlie was really cute, and the oompa loompas were just plain.. freaky.
I miss Tony. He will be home soon though so yay.
I'm starting my summer homework soon, which sucks. But it needs to be done.
Thats all.
I have to go be a slave so I will be allowed to go tomorrow.
Peace. Love. <3 !!!
current mood: swell
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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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1:55 pm - really bored. i'll waste some time on this
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][ name: caryn
][ birthday: april 8
][ sign: aries
][ sex: female
][ location: livermore
][ school: LFHS
][ glasses/contacts: none
][ braces: used to have them
][ fat/skinny: neither
][ tall/short: tall
][ do you like ketchup: yes
][ do you like mustard: yes
][ do you like mayonnaise: sometimes
][ do you like pickles: yes!
][ do you like pickle relish: no
][ do you like chicken: yes
][ do you like spinach: yes
][ do you have any siblinqs: yes
][ what are their names: Laura
][ how old are they: 14
][ do you have any pets: nope, i wish :-/
][ what are their names: --
][ what kind of pets are they: --
][ if you could choose anyone to rule the world who would you choose?: me and rachel because we have sweet philosophies
][ do you like pokemon?: no
][ how often do you surf the web?: dunno
][ have you ever broken any bones?: only sprains
][ do you get good grades?: yes
][ do you always get in trouble?: kind of, but not big trouble
][ do you get along with your parents?: no
][ are you gonna go to college?: yes
][ email/snail mail? email
][ ever pranked a 1-8oo number?: yes! last night haha. peter popoff or something. :-p
][ what are you most afraid of?: aloneness
][ are you weird?: chyeah
][ how long does it take you to get ready for school?: 15 minutes maybe
][ do you have a crush?: not really a crush haha
][ what are their names?: tony
][ do you sleep with one or 2 pillows?: 1
][ do you like coffee?: i like iced coffee
][ what's the longest you went out with someone?:currently 10 months
][ do you regret it?: no!
WHO/WHAT/WHEN/WHERE...?
][ do you want to live?: on the coast
][ is the most fun place to go?: beach, amusement parks
][ go to heaven/hell?: heaven duh
][ do you like to do?: read write love laugh dance basketball talk and stuff
][ was the most fun retreat/trip you went on?: hm tough. NYC this year, Virginia trip, or Vermont with the jaguars.
][ relative sends you the most money for christmas?: Grammy
][ do you want to be when you grow up?: writer
][ is you fave piece of clothing?: cutoffs
- have you in the past 24 hours.
][ cried?:nope
][ gotten in major trouble?: not really
][ cut your hair?: no
][ ate a meal?: yes
][ hugged someone?: yes
][ kissed someone?: yes
][ made a new friend?: no
][ lost something?: nope
- have you ever.
][ been so drunk you passed out?: nope
][ gone out in public in your pj's?: yes
][ had an imaginary friend?: way back when
][ owned a new kid's on the block cd?: no haha
][ gotten into a car accident?: no
][ cussed when your parents were around?: yes
][ sung in front of the mirror?: probably, hah
][ made faces in the mirror?: yes
][ spent more than 1 hour on your hair?: maybe at prom ?
][ sleep-walked/talked in your sleep?: yes haha i sleepwalked into the hallway and sat on a shelf thinking it was the toilet :-) hahah/
][ watched a scary movie and couldn'tsleep at niqht?: not really
][ gone caroling: no
would you...
][ jump out of a plane?: maybe
][ go bungee jumping?: maybe
][ stay in your room for a whole day?: yes
][ go in the snow w/o clothes?:yeah i would haha
][ skinny dip?: yes
][ drink salt water?: yeah i used to drink it when i was little, i liked the taste. wth.
][ touch road kill?: no way
][ take a job even if it meant you'd be away from your guy (or girl)?: nope
][ smile at your worst enemy?: yes hah
][ play 8,ooo bowling games in one night?: no
][ go to reno to get married?: nope
][ gamble?: no
][ throw a party without your parents?: yes
][ go to a foreign country?: yes
- who.
][ would you leave everything you own to if you died tomorrow? tony
][ who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not getting the slightest bit annoyed with?: marge haha.
][ if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the 1st person you would call?: hmm. rachel.
][ what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be?: psycho
][ what would be the 1st thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex?:scream at the top of my lungs
][ what is 1 thing you just have to do before you die?: publish a book
][ what is the thing you care about most in your life?: tony
- would you ever.
][ eat bugs puropsely?: yes
][ commit a crime?: maybe
][ change your religion?: no
][ lie to your parents?:yes
][ jump over a waterfall?: yes
][ change clothes in front of an open window?: yup
][ dress up as the opposite sex for an important event?: halloween or something
][ go out at night dressed in something like a black trench coat and sunglasses?: yes that would be hilarious
Peace. Love.
<3
current mood: crazy
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| Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
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1:40 pm - stole it from laur
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SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Bed
2. Tv
3. Mirror
4. Pictures
5. Orlando :-)
6. Dolls
7. Clothes
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Tony
2. Friends
3. Basketball
4. Paper
5. Telephone
6. Chocolate
7. Gloria. hah.
SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get my liscense
2. be married
3. write a best-seller
4. have a family
5. go to africa
6. go to europe
7. go somewhere tropical
SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1.Smoke? no
2.Do drugs? no
3.Read the newspaper? yeah
4.Drink? water, milk, juice, and soda. haha.
5.Have a Job? dish-washer ;-)
6.Attend Church? yes
7.Wish on stars? sometimes
Have you ever:
1.Gone skinny dipping? yeaaah
2.Had surgery? no
3.Swam in the dark? yeah
4.Been to a Bonfire? yeah
5.Ran away from home? I don't think i made it past the driveway
6.Played strip poker? something like that
7.Pulled an all nighter? yeah
SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS:
have you...
1.Cried? nope
2.Sang? yes
3.Been kissed? yes
4.Felt stupid? probably. haha.
5.Talked to an ex? hah no
6.Missed someone? a bit
7.Had sex with someone? nope
peace. love. <3
current mood: chipper
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| Friday, June 24th, 2005
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2:21 pm - yay
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heading to team camp SOOOOOON..
i'm physched!!
i got my report card and i did amazingly well..
1 freaking point away from making highest honors.. damn. oh well i made high honors all 4 quarters.
I MISS YOU TONY AND LOVE YOU. <3
current mood: crazy
current music: fooooooo fighters
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| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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11:57 am - aaaaaaah
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so i went to the beach yesterday, with rach marge dane and jj. it was fun. it made me really tired so i slept alot last night/today.
i'm a little sore from our first practice since i haven't played bball in so long. but i love it. we have games today, and team camp this weekend, which should be awesome.
i love basketball :-)
i miss tony. 4 days until i can see him.
i want to do something tonight/tomorrow.
if i am allowed.
i hope rachel is alive :-/
:-p
peace. love.
current mood: good
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| Sunday, June 19th, 2005
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11:13 pm
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I miss Tony already.
Lauren's party was a real good time. :-D
I don't want to write too much.
Peace. <3
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